Hey everyone!

The laptop was put away for a few weeks (not that I needed an excuse) so today I wanted to reflect on 2015. I love how Facebook have been calling out the "newyear new me" brigade. It's actually gas.

Believe it or not I have actually achieved almost all of the resolutions I made last year.

- I knew Stephen was going to die so I hoped I would be in a better place mentally. I am

- I wanted to get into college and not have to go back to work full time. Both Stephen and I wanted a chance at a better life. I am living his dream!

- I wanted to get the weight down to a healthy level. I lost 3 stone but put it all back on since June. I am not going to beat myself up over it. My mind has been on everything else going on and I couldn't focus.


Gemma (sister) and I walked the dogs the other day and both remarked at how much we achieved in the year. I am so proud of myself and of Gemma.

I am now a college student. I go to college every day and I feel like I belong! I never thought I would have the opportunity. It is a sad reality that If Stephen hadn't passed away I wouldn't be here doing what I love right now..


So this year I propose some simple resolutions:

- I am going to work so hard at college to get the most out of the experience and start creating some awesome content for you to enjoy

- I want to spend more time on the blog and You tube. I am desperate to find my feet on this platform.I want to bring you with me.

- I want to continue with counselling and get my mind into a better place. I want to manage the depression into a safer enviornment and finally mind myself!

What are your resolutions?

Love Louise xxx